THE reunion

THE reunion is that time when you and your friends from school, those people whom you've known since kindergarten or primary school, gather together. It's actually not much of a reunion but more of a get-together kind of thing. But whatever it is, this thing always stresses me out. I don't know why but reunions always makes me feel so insecure.

We had a get-together today at Sunway Lagoon. Yes, of all places kan...Sunway Lagoon jugak yang diorg pilih. I kinda chickened out at first and mull over the thought of saying no but then I just thought that I've been saying "no" a little bit too much that I've grown so distant from everybody else. I mean, I grew up with this people. They are my childhood. I've known four of them since I was ten and I've known one of them since I was in kindergarten. Why should I be scared anyway? Anxiety perhaps.

Over the years, I had noticed that I had the tendency to speak in a very pressuring manner during reunions, that that one of my friends pointed out that I like to "nag". Oh dang~! It was clear that I seriously don't know how to loosen up. It was all anxiety works, I think. LOL~! But honestly, for the past several years, my friends at the uni and I always ended up talking about serious stuff. This became a routine to the point that i became very very bad when it comes to making small/light conversations. Today, I tried rather hard to loosen up and avoid talking about serious stuff. I repeatedly remind myself to just enjoy the moment. As a result, I ended up talking about random stuff. I ask questions that seems to be really out of the blue and made statements that are also very very out of the blue. Oh. What is wrong with me?

Anyways. Here is a picture:

15 years of friendship.

(yes, I've grown VERY fat -_-")

Regardless, it was FUN!